im dead,
im dead.

my head,
it hurts.

i feel
so numb.

i think
so dumb.

my brain,
my brain…

from thinking,
it refrains.

the pain,
the pain.

its all
the same.

always
the same

and im
to blame.

overthink!
overthink!!

reasonability,
it shrinks.

its linked
i think

to dopamine
deficit.

i turn
to something

thats more
illicit.

i hit,
i hit.

myself…
i feel shit.

but no pain –
no gain.

so on the
floor i sit.

i clear
my mind

and become
stress blind.

take in
nature

and peace
i find.